The Gift

972219451466b0b3d2cc7ea583740181Chapter 1

It is upon the light that I fix my thoughts so that you may understand all that has to come to pass.

Raphael the angel that sitteth beside God can only know what God knows by asking him. In being a supreme being an immortal, Raphael understands that being and becoming is the will of God and he shall never judge a mortal. It is God’s will and never his.

Raphael flew down to earth in the blink of an eye, taking care not to touch it, for if he touches the earth, it will cause the seasons to change. Angels are forbidden to touch the earth only in extreme cases when another angel has touched it accidentally and on God’s authority to restore balance, shall it be touched and only by Raphael.

Earth time and God’s time is different and equal but never the same. Angels don’t travel in time they travel through the light. It is incomprehensible to mortal minds.

Raphael summoned the angel David unto him. “It is given unto you to start this beginning and to me, you shall report your thoughts. Glance not to the stars but whisper only to the wind and I shall report it to God. God, who knows, but I shall detail.”

David nodded to Raphael. “All will be done for humankind will know only what they see. Shall I create it to be seen or shall I create it to be felt?”
Raphael reached out his hand to David and touched his. David stood still to accept. “I understand it now. You give it to me to be felt, so shalt I give it to humankind.”

“Make this known throughout,” Raphael said as he lifted his hands and his beautiful white feathered wings spread out he was lifted up and then was gone.

“I see thee part, and I know what it is to be a test!!! Shall humankind understand? I know not, but I shall question not it is the Will. The human-kind they stretch out to all, but when shall their time pass?”

David clapped his hands, and if as in an instant from the four corners of the earth came angels by the trillions. It was if an army had rained down in the middle of the earth. One angel spoke it was “Jurist” who is the speaker of one, the voice of all. “We have been summoned, and we come, who is left to protect humankind and animal kind alike?”

David spoke: “Thou art wise yet thou knowest nothing. Understand my thoughts and ye shall be even wiser. God is forever present, and Raphael is the door. Ye have been summoned to partake all of thee. Guardian angels, angels of nature, angels over death, angels of animals, angels of human time and angels in waiting. All of you shall hear. The time of test is once again upon humankind, and in it shall in-sue such among humankind that all of you shall be put to test as well, based upon how your work will be done, for God’s will shall be done.”

Jurist spoke: “You speak so that we know, yet we do not understand.”

David said to them: “I ask you to hold out your hands and receive what I know so that I shalt give to you to understand.”

All hands from angel to angel held out to receive, and all were made to understand. And the wisdom of the test was given to Angel and angel alike. Then as soon as they had appeared they were gone. All away to deliver.

Jurist stayed.

David asked, “Why do you stay nearby?”

Jurist said, “I speak for all, and I sense in all for the first time since God spoke us into being. I sense in them a question the question is why?”

David said, “Jurist then you must speak to them. It is not a question they know from God. Be sure that it will not go unnoticed by him.”

Jurist spoke to David, “I am for sure that they know of this. I know it, and all is known to one and all. That is why the concern is there among one and them all. We know God’s will be done. And yet the question is still upon them with this test. Why? We know each time that all is to be revealed but this test it questions even the fabric of our being.”

“It is the fabric,” David spoke. But put into “will” we are all bound by God to follow for his love sustains us all. That is the fabric of our being. Without it, we cease to exist.”

Jurist did not speak with his mouth, this time; he chose to speak his mind to David. “It is a thought, yet I must share it with you.”

 

David responded with his voice. “In doing so with your mind, you know that you risk communing your thoughts with human kind take care what you say.”

Jurist continued communicating with his mind. “I know this. I share this thought very carefully as not to speak it. My thought to you is why?”

David responded, “I answer you not with my mind but with the lips and mouth given to me by God. Go forth Jurist now as the others have done and make it so and know that God’s love is! Should not the humankind understand then God is all knowing? It is not a question.”

Jurist was about to raise his hands and his wings and disappear. David stopped him and held him and said: “My brother, my love, my friend, your love of humankind is duly noted and protect them wisely and nourish them as you have done in God’s time and all will be revealed as it has been.”

Jurist’s eyes lifted up as he shed a single tear. Jurist spoke. “Thou art my brother and we are angels sent by God. We fly to the hands of mortals that know of us but do not see us, yet they feel us this is why I feel for them.”

“I know this.” David said, and God’s will be done.”

“Done shall it be.” Jurist said.

David released his embrace on him and in an instant he was gone.
“I call upon the angels in waiting to ascend. Send to me one who lies in wait, for to remove thee from God’s bidding I seek not to do. Send to me one who is without.”

Jurist turned and in front of him stood an angel in waiting, Torcelli.

“It is I who is without. I attend to thee. What doest thou need of me?”

“I speaketh to thee only for thou to hear. I release thee of the test to be given to humankind. I shall replace thee. Go forth and be free and becom’est a guide to animals and all its kind.”

“I question thee, not Jurist,” Torcelli spoke softly. But I can read thy thoughts. Though they are good, they are not of the Father.”

Torcelli being an angel in waiting meant that she was always meant to wait for orders to be given to her. Although angels in waiting have as much free will given to all angels by God, angels in waiting once called had to follow any and all orders without question. For they were imprinted by God to be and to become.

“Seek not to understand my thoughts but go forth and guide and I shall fly to thee to oversee that you think of what I do. Make not a sound of this, only assume your assignment with the care given to thee by God.”

“I trust in thee Jurist,” Torcelli said as she shimmered into the light as all angels in waiting were taught to do. Only angels in waiting were able to shimmer into light. It was a special gift given to them only by God. When humankind looks into the sky and beholds what they perceive as stars twinkling in and out what they are observing are angels in waiting going forth and shimmering in and out of light to do the will of God.
Jurist reluctant to deliver the gift flew down to earth careful not to land on it. He spread out his wings in mid-air and observed the angels at work changing and moving among humankind.

Jurist thought to himself. “It is the humankind that shall live for ever. They do not know of the way. Lest it comes without a test they will never understand but this one test it might come to pass, who shall intercede for them? Truly God in all his wisdom and great love has a plan within. This I know. God always does. This test I understand it not and why it consumes me. I must obey my God. I trust that God will trust my passion for what I do.”

“I whisper into the ear of this human. Hear me as I push my thoughts to you.”

As soon as Jurist spoke these words David appeared feathered wings stretched out completely and covering Jurist.

David spoke: “My friend, I knew that your passion for the love of humankind would interfere with your following the will of the Father, before you finish speaking those words, know the cataclysmic chain of events that you could put into motion. Thou art about to merge with a human art thou not?”

Jurist spoke. “Yes, these are the words I speaketh.”

David spoke again, “God sees all this you know.”

“Yes, but there is free will here, and I invoke it now as a right given to us by God. It is not my plan to show discord.”
“Then upon your words my friend do not fail, for to accept thine own will is only to open the door to evil.”

Jurist turned and flew closer to David.

“It is not my will to do so. It is my passion the love that is within, that I will give to the humankind that I shall merge with, upon the test to be given to me. I accept it.”

David spoke once again as he lifted his wings to the sky. “Accept it not I plead to thee, but seek thy way back, since thine own will be done, I pray thee do it quick and release the human in 72 of their hours, or you will not know what will be-fall you.”

David spoke this hour of time because, he knew that an angel merges with a human in extreme emergencies and upon the call of the Fathers will, and the merge had never gone beyond 72 hours of human time. It was forbidden and not known what would happen beyond that time.

“I leave thee with thy truth to guide thee, but while contemplating thy will, I leave “Justafa” to speak for the angels in your absence.”

“Justafa come forth and take thy lead and answer unto me now! And Jurist fell unto the earth

Inside the mind of God

Inside the mind of God. Oh God, where do I start? I am thinking that over time to try and see through the mind of God and God’s plan would be like fitting a camel through the eye of a needle. It’s pretty close to impossible. No, it’s damn impossible. We as humans can try to extrapolate thought and ideas, but can we truly know Gods mind. I find it interesting. First that I am writing about this because to be honest it scares and concerns me being raised religious. I am no longer religious (spiritual) which I feel gives me a deeper, more understanding relationship with God. It concerns me that maybe I am overstepping my bounds here with my higher power but I feel like I have been led by my higher power to write this. Given the green light so to speak, my first thoughts inside the mind of God is the creation and then devastation and then the creation and then devastation again. It begs the question that we all seem to have an answer for – “God does not make mistakes!” These clearly sound like mistakes to me of course I am human, and I am not inside the mind of God Perhaps we put too much perfection on God. It’s has been repeated. Only God is perfect, and maybe he is, but maybe the definition is wrong with us and right with God. What if it’s okay that God is not PERFECT I mean after all aren’t we created in his image.

Also, this thing with God creating the world in six days and resting on the 7th! Why does a God need to rest? I have to tell you that I laughed as I wrote that. A God needing to rest just how stupid is that. A God is all-powerful, omnipotent, the idea of God resting sounds like a fantasy to me, a fairy tale. Now those religions who worship the Sabbath day to keep it Holy for some religions that day is Sunday and for others it’s a Saturday. Did anyone ever stop to think that God had other things to do and since we mortals cannot interpret Gods time how do we know? Perhaps God was and still is creating the earth.

The idea that God destroys makes God sound like a killer a murderer. Let’s exam this according to legend – I mean the bible. God has destroyed the earth with a flood, has sent out famine, plagues, let’s not forget Sodom and Gomorrah. All these times told of devastation and death had God made a mistake in his creation. Again the question is how is that possible since God is all-powerful, all-knowing, The Creator, perfect. Maybe it begs the question that God is not our vision of who humans think or say God is. I refer to the idea that we are made in God’s image, we are not perfect and not meant to be because he is not. It is more than likely why we exist and continue to exist. Well, I’ll get into that later.

Now I’m about to throw a little twist into this. So God makes mistakes. First of all let me say that he is allowed to do so after all he created the earth and all there is, that’s got to be a lot of work. Take a look around sometime and breathe it all in. We think that because we build buildings, cars, trains, ships, and send people to the moon that these are huge task. And while they are, they are no comparison to this world, universe that we live in that God created.

What is a God? God is by our definition simply – A God but we have made God so much more and in some ways so little less that God is.

Here’s a question? Where is God now? Now I know that depending on one’s faith, the quick response is he’s “here” “all around us” living in you and me! Okay, those are all good but God presented himself a lot during biblical times. Speaking to Moses, Abraham, Issac, and David just to name a few. Now according to the Bible these were definite conversations as it were because things were being told to these men and as predicted by God occurred and happened just as God said they would. I wonder why God doesn’t do this today? There are ministers and such who claim that in the name of God things happening is God punishing certain people or a specific group of people. Others predicting things such as the world ending on a certain day, or time a lot of them being specific, and nothing happens. Others are claiming that the reason there are devastation, disasters and disease in the world is because God sent it. None of these statements or comments being facts more like ways to exert fear upon the world. Why hasn’t God sent word to us about destroying the earth – i.e. a person?

Okay, ponder these things for a moment. Please feel free to leave comments and thoughts. This topic is going to be an ongoing subject on my blog, so please stay tuned for more.

James Pearson